If only you knew how damaged I truly am. Would you be nicer to me? Be especially careful about what you say around me? Or maybe it wouldn't change a single thing. But you seem a lot nicer than just to ignore such big points of my life just because it would be easier for you. But the problem with that is I said: You seem to be a lot nicer than that. But what if it turns out that I don't know you at all?